September 28, 2011

3 words

Is love blind?


The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

Yes, it is.
Just for you. Yes, you.

September 27, 2011

Bantuan besar VS Bantuan Kecil

Korang pernah tak dengar phrase 'You get what you give' ? (Kalau tak pernah, bace lah entry aku before entry ni).

Kali ni aku nak cerita pasal 'What you give you get back'. Tak sama kan? Lain kan? Member aku cakap sama je dua dua phrase tu tapi aku cakap lain. Kalau tak caya cuba eja satu satu. Haa lain kan?
Ok lah. Korang pernah tak melalui pengalaman rezeki murah disaat2 korang kesempitan? Penah kan?
Cannteekk!

Aku selalu dengar benda ni:

"Tolonglah orang yang kesusahan. Banyakkan menderma. Insyaallah Allah akan membantu kita nanti." Or lebih kurang tambah tolak macam tu lah bunyinya.

Pernah denagr jugak kan?

Tapi kadang kadang aku terfikir, Adakah bantuan yang aku hulurkan itu akan dibayar setimpal atau kurang atau mungkin dapat lebih? Selama aku hidup aku sangat berpegang dengan phrase2 kat atas tadi. Insyaallah bantuan Allah pasti akan datang even after we're dead.

Selepas beberapa ketika dan saat melalui hidup, aku memanjangkan fikiran aku tentang tajuk post ni. Macam mana kita nak justify yang menunjukkan bantuan Allah itu setimpal/kurang/lebih dengan bantuan yang pernah kita hulurkan?

Adakah seringgit yang kita masukkan dalam tabung masjid tiap hari Jumaat tu akan dibalas juga dengan dapat seringgit dari parents tiap minggu?

Mungkin tidak. Mungkin ya.

Aku baru pindah rumah, dekat sikit dengan tempat kerja baru aku. Stay dengan member, tak stay dengan mak bapak kat kampung. Banyak modal perlu dikeluarkan untuk memenuhi keperluan di rumah baru. Sehingga tidak menyedari duit dalam dompet menyejat dengan kadar yang pantas dan tidak disedari.

Aku bajet akan spend less than RM10 sehari untuk seminggu sebab aku ade RM 45 + beberapa sen je. Tapi untuk seminggu pertama aku bekerja, duit aku hanya diguna kurang dari RM20. Guess what? Abg Akmal (officer kat office) belanja aku untuk 3 hari berturut2. Alhamdulillah. Memang tak dapat disangkal, aku memang akan berasa cemas tiap kali dia ajak aku keluar makan, tapi last2 dia yang bayar semua.

Dapatkah kau rasa bantuan Allah datang ketika kesempitan itu lagi besar dan bernilai berbanding hanya seringgit yang kau hulurkan ketika kau senang itu?

Masyaallah..

September 23, 2011

'You get what you give'

Assalamualaikum.
Hye everybody.
I’ve been busy lately..and lazy too.

It’s been a while huh? You can see spiders making their nest over my blog. Shhuuh!
And yes, things changed, a lot. I’ve been going through several interviews, looking for a better and bright future. Been rejected by a private bank as they don’t accept ‘sick person’ like me. Hmm what else I can say, I’m sick!

One thing we have to bear in mind. Don’t have a doubt in  Allah’s fate. Don’t interrupt His plans for us. He already set up our life path as we’re going through this complicated life. But yeah, you lose something, there’ll be a better thing for you in the future. Believe this. Believe Allah.

I got rejected once, and now I’ve got something better. Now, I work in the government sector. If you imagine I’ve gone through an easy working life and a fixed 8 to 5 pace working time, you are totally wrong. I punched my card before 8am every weekdays and go back home after 6pm. Sometimes at 9 or 10. But simply said, I didn’t work in a pressure. Relax, chillax and calm. Surrounded by ‘sempoi’ officers and staffs.

So now, what is the ‘better’ part for me? I’ve got to do things that I like. For instance, updating data and helping the officers doing their government works. Playing with computers and Mic office. The officers? They really rock! I mean, they really are. A senior officer accepts my ideas. My director gives me her username and password of her hotmail. Guys, I just got here for the past two days!

I love those guys!

Owh, I almost forgot. I’ve  been working for 5 days now. But I only spent for my meal not more than RM 20. Why? This is what people say ‘What you give, you get back’.

Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.