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Sudah sekian lama aku berfikir tentang ini, itu, begini dan begitu.
Azam ditanam untuk mencoret segala yang dirasa, dipendam, difikir, terlintas sekali lalu mahupun yang dimimpi.
Namun azam masih lagi berada di atas tanah bumi, belum juga ditanam-tanam.

Pernah tak terfikir mahu menterjemahkan dunia lalu dan sekarang ke alam realiti yang boleh dibelek di masa hadapan? I'm done reading this amazingly inspirational book written by John P Strelecky (Who the heck is he? - Yes, the exact same question I ask the first time I saw this book).

He wanted to create a museum - walls were filled with joys, absolutely fantastic moments, unforgettable-great memoirs. So that at the end of his life, he or others could take a good tour around the museum and reminisced every single thing that shaped his entire life.

I want to do it too. But in my case, I'd choose to K.I.S.S (keep it stupid simple). Coretan di dinding putih sudah cukup, I guess.

I stop now, not that I want to but I have to.
I'll keep updating this full-of-birds' nest free blog.
I wanted to turn this into a wall - full of memoirs. 


Sebelum tu, I've been thinking of you lately, and this is for you.
I miss you.

What awesome is

I'm missing those unforgettable beautiful 'Small Circles' moments we had back in the States. 

Oh Mr. Time, how do we turn you back?

You dare me, I take it!

Bring it on, my foe
This life is a constant fight
You won't get enough until you are satisfied
Yet, you won't reach it
Neither because of your anger, nor your lust
It's your passion.


So bring it on , my foe
Take it every challenge you face
Every pain you get
High or low, huge or small, dry or wet
Because you know
Everything won't be settled down
Till the dark clouds come.


You bring it on
I sing it along
Together we fight
For our just and rights.


With the door open, what the hell are we waiting for?

Ngok-Ngek Masa Kecik

Aku tak sedar apa yang sedang berlaku. Tiba-tiba mak menyapa.

Mak: Eh ko nak pegi mane tu?
Aku: Nak gi keluar la. Kan raksasa ade kat luar tu. Takkan nak biar dia hancurkan rumah kita.
Mak: ....??




Aku buat gaya otromen 'fire' raksasa sampai raksasa tu mati kehangusan. Selesai je raksasa tu tumbang dan mati, aku berkata:


"Alhamdulillah..raksasa dah mati.."


Aku terus baring dan sambung tidur aku semula. Aku tak sedar yang semua adik-beradik dan mak bapak aku gelakkan aku lepas aku berjaya kalahkan raksasa tu.


Esok pagi, aku terus digelakkan. Aku terus menjadi bahan gelak ketawa nenek dan makcik-makcik aku selama seminggu.


Damn! Aku mengigau jadi ultraman. 
Korang penah ke? Asal gelak? Nak kena 'fire' free?

Biarkan saja.

Biarkan dia begitu. Siapa peduli?

Dunia ibarat roda. Kadang-kadang kat atas. Tapi selalu kat bawah. And this time around, roda tu bocor ketika dia berada di bawah. Biarkan dia betulkan sendiri. Who cares?!

Tiada guna dia membina tembok sendirian. Niat yang elok tidak diterima. Mesej yang disampaikan tidak jelas. Siapa yang boleh menilai hati nurani orang lain?

You are stupid, bro! Do you know that? Huh?
Think that everyone loves you? 
You wish!

*  *  *  *

Dunia dia sudah berubah sedikit. Masakan mungkin dunia ibarat Statig Age? Oh tidak.


Tunggang langgang? Hmm..

Dia sekarang tak macam dulu. Berpijak di bumi yang nyata adalah realiti yang perlu dihadapi dan dipegang.
Di mana saja dan tak kira masa.

And now he has realized that everything is not perfect. Especially himself. 
Transformation is just under his very nose and yet, he didn't notice it.
What does he do? Good question.

He has been ignoring it. Because there's gorgeous diamond that he had found one time ago and he insists to grab it. Yet, he always fails.


- Dunia sudah tidak seperti dulu, bro!
- Dia masih lagi tidak suci.