HANAMICHI

I love drawing. Since the day I got into the kindergarten, the subject that I like the most is drawing. But there's a little problem about my drawing skill, which is, I don't have the talent. Sigh..

You know that I've been admiring people with this kind of talent so much. I got a friend of mine who's able to draw a Hanamichi Sakuragi's photo in a very short time, but it really as akin as Hanamichi Sakuragi (?). I asked him to teach me how to draw like he did, I took about half an hour but only managed to finish drawing the head. How suck am I at drawing?

I called a person who can draw as an artist. I can see some innate style in them. An artist always have the very good imagination in mind which they can translate it into a piece of paper by using only a pencil. Later, the whitey-empty paper becomes an attraction to impress people around. Or some even got a value of thousand bucks.

If you are a sketch artist, you can just sit around in a flowery and grassy garden, sketching some stuff you've seen or even draw some beautiful chicks you saw. Later on, you coolly hand in the sketch you did to her with your phone number on it. Isn't a fabulous way of getting a girl? Nope, it's not. Okay, I'm jealous.

One thing I love being an artist (I hope so) is that you are never alone. You can draw anything or anyone you want. You can create some imaginary friends. Build a new comic. Fabricate characters, give some powers to them, put in colors and finally you can have your own squad of Power Rangers or The Avengers. Oh, cool!

I love arts. And artists too. Even though I can't draw, I'm still thankful that I can hit the volleyball. 

Tak sabar nak main volley Ahad ni bersama Semalu VC :)

CHANGE

What does it take to make a change? A change for good, for sure.

Simply said, Change is a simple term but it actually brings along a big gist behind it. It contains of truckloads of risk, discomfort, uncertainty, challenge, predicament..so on and so forth. When you say you want to change the world of yours, you are basically giving up what’s called safe and comfort. It’s like going out for rock-climbing (Looking for some troubles) and leaving relaxing-on-a-couch session behind on a great Sunday morning.

Making a change doesn’t mean that ‘’you don’t know how lovely you are’’ based on the scientist by Coldplay. It’s just another step to creating a better man for yourself, preparing your body and soul to face unknown challenges ahead. Even though nobody’s perfect, we need to be better. We just don’t want to always sit back and relax, watching movies while having cheeseburgers on the hand without knowing how to burn the calories that have been consumed.

In fact, people view change differently. I don’t care what your say on this is, since this is my blog space, I’ll type my own point. You go and create a new entry in your blog. Hehe

To make a change, for me, there’s a process you need to go through. I'd say it’s all about your way of thinking. As Einstein has said, “This world that we’ve created can’t be changed without changing our way of thinking”. See? I’m almost Einstein. LoL  

I’ve been trying to apply change for good for myself but not quite satisfied enough. I need to inject in more and more efforts, to sustain my active life and to mingle around with certain type of people.  For that, I’ve made a list (but not to be revealed here). I have missions and visions of my life. I break those missions and visions down into bite-sized pieces so that it would be very easy to be accomplished. This is the process. Step one, keep on reading.

So again, what does it take to make a change?

It’s DETERMINATION.

HAPPINESS

I went to see my doctor last week and she said my progress wasn't so good and the fact that I need to increase the unit of injections made me feel soo..uuurghh I'm gonna die soon. I've been very sluggish these days..

Yeah, have you ever felt like that? I mean, you are gonna die very soon, like maybe seconds afterwards. Many times I could feel the emotion of reaching the ending of my life. Man..this is so wrong.

Islam teaches us to be ready and be prepared to face the death. It may come in anytime, no one knows. And when it comes, no one could possibly expand the due time, or even request to have a peaceful death moment. Reading books, watching tv, driving, taking shower, on the bed, accidents. Death may come without any notification. 

While looking at the mirror, I could see myself in sorry mood. I'd like to say '' Sorry man, I always wanted to make you better but..'' haih there's always 'but' in my words..too many excuses, too little efforts.

Happiness in not something that you are looking for. It's there in your life. Chill out and live with it. Color your life with happiness.